My life sucks and I need help badly.?

im sped a.k.a. 'special education' but smart, poor ,fat, depressed, my parents are devours, im 14 and have mive amounts of hormones going through me, haft my cl mate are evil,my home room teacher is super evil and every time im all most in the clear with just one thing i fall in to a pool of **** and have to wade through it and then it all happens Again and so on and so forth. so can some one help me?